Showing posts with label recovery. Show all posts
Showing posts with label recovery. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Salt Shaker - Monday 10/29/2007



This is an unmatched salt shaker I bought at a yard sale years ago because I liked the old fashioned style of glaze.

Behind it is a teapot Braveheart gave me, which I am growing donkeytail succulents in. Those are alder cones from my stay at Hedgebrook, an amazing writer's retreat for women.

I guess these wee tableau around my house are like little shrines that make me feel good when I contemplate them.

Walked around the neighborhood a little today. Gaining strength and energy.

Can't believe how little I am eating/wanting to eat! 100 calories worth of juice and crackers was about it on the day of surgery, 300 or so the next day. Worked my way up to about 1200 today. If I could just move more...

Friday, October 26, 2007

Post Apocalyptic Pastels - Friday 10/26/2007


Another shot over the neighbor's house. Braveheart says they're getting gorgeous sunsets from the smoky skies down in Los Angeles proper. We're getting these soft dawns.

In all the hubbub of going down to the hospital in Panorama City again yesterday for my post-op appointment, I forgot to take a photograph. Harumph. Ah, the stories I could tell. The queasiness I could invoke....

I will just say now that I am through it, the Kaiser Permanente Hospital in Panorama City doesn't engender a lot of confidence by its level of cleanliness. The patients bathroom in the pre-op area was FILTHY and I'm going to let them know what a bad impression that makes. Really, overflowing wastebasket, absolutely dirty floor. Shocking.

And the operating room... About the last thing I thought after I scootched onto the table was that this looked like a set from a hospital movie set in the sixties. They're building a whole new hospital right there, but the old facilities are really pretty barren and primitive looking.

I was crying. The nurse asked what was wrong.

"Just scared." I said.

She told me to think of something nice, so I imagined a beach scene. Running into the waves with Tomasina and Braveheart and Marian just a couple of weeks ago, feeling so alive.

While I was out, I dreamed that the surgeon was there on the beach with us, in full surgery garb. He buried my gall bladder in the sand, just below the high tide line.


Perhaps TMI regarding gall bladder surgery recovery. Stop here if you wish. (This means you, Dix.)

The disconnect between what the doc says the after effects are and what I learned on 43Things (and seems to be the truth) is fairly broad. He kept saying, "no known post-operation symptoms" and all foods are okay "as tolerated." This is apparently a very subtle real world code for stay close to a bathroom once you start eating again.

Zero appetite. Eating fresh fruits, crackers, and broth.

Cheap Shot - Wednesday 10/24/2007



Out my front door.

This recovery thing is taking longer than I expected. Not easy breezy in any sense. I mean, of course. As Hydra reminds me, I have four holes in my tummy.

Tomorrow I get the staples (aaaah! staples! I saw them! Big sissy Sundry!) and drain (I am not going into this on the blog) out.

Today, it's all I can do to find things that I am willing to eat (no appetite) and to sleep.

And yet.

I think of you.

I stumble to the door and let auto focus take care of the photo of the day.

A martyr to my artyr, huh?